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11 juin

夢醒時分 - 緊記母親的教誨

清晨,突如其來的乍醒
何解,突然明白mom要逼迫我讀四書五經,突然明白過去,各位長輩的指教
今日,看著自己...
明白到 - 原來擁有物質和精神不算少
       - 原來自己亦是幸福的那一個
... ...
原來有很多原來
我看著我的房間,看著照片中的那個繁華都市;追求過的奢侈。何解不看看物質短缺的另一個世界?為何我還不知足?
我看著照片中,一年前在Guildford的我, 忘記了自己為何身在此處了嗎? 忘記了自己曾意識到的錯失嗎?

細想過去...
熱鬧和睦的家庭, 無憂無慮的生活,穩定的愛情, 和一班素質甚高的朋友,偶然的工作機會
后來,我說我想繼續讀書,便懷著家人,友人的支持,獨身來到這里。目的是pick up曾沒有珍惜過的東西,以及強化自我。

放佛,從細到大...也算順風順水了!
我應抱著感激!
我應學會包容,分享!
我應學懂付出,而不望報!

我們赤裸裸地獨身降落於這個舞臺上
最后也會是赤裸裸地獨身退出
我們始于零,終于零
在乎的,是你可以創造什么,奉獻什么以及留下什么

放一把度量尺在心里 - 衡量自己的道德
放一把度量尺在心里 - 衡量自己的知識
放一把度量尺在心里 - 衡量自己的貪念
放一把度量尺在心里 - 衡量自己的無知
放一把度量尺在心里 - 緊記昨日是如何摔倒,今日是要如何追趕




26 novembre

Finally, I know you now

Things juz change too fast recently
It comes too quick...
I am trying to avoid as I got no idea wot to do.
Prob. that is the rule which I am able to change it.
But at least, I saw who treat me as fd, but who doesn't.
Nv mind, I'll let it go.....
" No one cares at the end of the day"
 
Hmmm..Nv mind, There are still a lot of you care abt me. those who are in UK, in Hk, in China, of coz ...some of you in Aus.
Another 15 days to go. Then I shall be with those who are in HK and CHina. First Chinese New Year in China since 2002.
Wow...tht would be so diff.
I am looking forward those xmas parties, new year parties, my bday pre-celebration.....etc. many of those special days are coming in 2 months.
Yay, does it me am gunna receive many gifts?!
 
Of coz, the best time, I shall leave it to my mama and papa, my sisters and brother.
Mmmmmmmmmmmah, love you all! xxx
 
 
Jesus, Holiday Plan?! Why leavhis to me again?!
Yea, I am the only one who doesnt need to work, right!?
Okay, I'll where do I wanna go and wot do I wanna do with u all....
 
 
10 novembre

到底,Gillian要咩?

 
明明 可以好简单地
有份工 有你係身边
过住好简单的生活
何苦 要分开?
好唔容易 经过多少吵架
经历一个人留系英国的日子 以及kent那一年什么也没有的日子
回头望 我们一齐走过的日子
 
的确 我唔温柔 唔体贴 无天使的面孔 无魔鬼的身材
偏偏 你却当我小孩一般宠爱
若然没有你 过去的5年 我的生活会係点?
 
若然你问我
我仍然会话俾你知 我仍然很爱你 有增无减
 
7 novembre

Life is a drama

I admit tht I am over.......
Actually, someone is just a "stranger" in my life, Why do I care?
He's just making things complicated. Well....I can make it more complicated for fun..haha
Nv mind, @ the end of the day, who'll remember?
 
Holiday starts from 11am today......
Gotta plan something. Yes, tht's enough for me. I shall do wotever I want, and.....stay with those whoever I like
Stranger?????? I dun care!
feel so regret tht didnt play harder in undergraduate
Suddently I understand why Hays enjoyed his uni life with his fds rather than me.
I am not blaming on him, coz I guess I m doing the same thing. But thx for ur understanding.
Probably he's da only one who reads my mind=.=""""""
 
Ya.....Wot role are u playing?!
Wot am I wanna be?moliu
28 octobre

I am tired

I am tired...I am tired.
I am unhappy...i am unhappy...
 
 
I dun care who will be the winner, but definately I will lost something tt I still wish to hold.
Probably, I shall....
Tmr is another fresh day....Right, Who cares
 
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